My first entry here!! Ok so here’s the bottom line… I’m doing this as my own personal little journal that won’t find its way to the people who know me… or at least I hope it doesn’t. Clearly I have a lot of steam to let go off and I feel like this is the best way to do it. I’ m online a lot so I figure… I can spend a couple of minutes at the end of the day and write, or should I say type about what’s going on. Lets see, I’m a mother to a two year old. I’m in a [rocky] relationship with her father whom I love to love to hate…make sense? lol. I work full time for an awesome EP cardiologist, granted I said he is awesome… not my coworkers:]. I have lost touch with mostly all of high school friends, I would like to say I’m a loner who spends all her free time, either with my daughter or at home resting, aka slouching. I have drastically gained weight over the years and I have become a “Debbie Downer”, or so I think… I hate the person I have turned into and Im ready to turn it around…so here goes my life!!
I realized that I have gained sooo much weight and I’m ready to blog about how I hope to lose weight… seriously I’m a bunch of sizes way too big. I remember how I used to be a size 3… now I’m a two digit number. I need to find some motivation to do this!!! I have a beautiful daughter who I want to live to see grow up. All this weight gain has put a strain on my relationship with my hubby… and for once I can say that im not happy with the person I have turned out to be.
First things first… I have to start small and the first thing I am set on doing in is to start drinking more water and to walk at least twice a week…
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